Living Behind the Mask

For most of my life, I’ve worn a mask. Those around me—family, friends, colleagues—would probably describe me as someone who’s good with people, skilled at solving problems, and even capable of standing firm when needed. But the truth is, every interaction, every moment of conflict, makes my stomach churn with anxiety. I do everything I can to maintain peace, not just in my surroundings but within myself. I avoid conflict at all costs, even suppressing my own opinions for fear of being wrong or upsetting others. It’s exhausting. This is my story of living behind a mask and the part of my journey to self discovery.

Becoming What Others Expected

I became a master at adapting, shifting into whatever role was needed to keep things running smoothly. At work, I was the reliable one. At home, I was the supportive partner, the patient parent, the peacemaker who smoothed over arguments before they could escalate. I learned how to anticipate people’s needs, how to blend in, how to be agreeable. But in the process, I lost touch with something essential—me.

For years, I existed within the roles expected of me, never questioning them. It felt safer that way. Until one day, the structures I had built my life around began to crumble. Life changed in ways I wasn’t prepared for, and suddenly, I was standing alone, staring at two terrifying questions: What will happen when I stop living behind a mask and Who am I without the mask?

The idea of living as my true self was overwhelming—paralysing, even. It wasn’t just about discovering who I was; it was about unlearning years of conditioning that told me I had to be a certain way to be accepted, to be loved, to belong. I realized how much I had been shrinking myself to fit into a version of life that never truly fit me.

Peeling back the layers has been a slow, difficult process. Even now, trusting my instincts remains a challenge. Fear has been a constant companion, whispering doubts, keeping me stuck in old patterns. Every time I tried to step forward, self-doubt would pull me back. Would people still like me if I spoke up? If I said no? If I stopped trying to please everyone? Time and again, I found myself sabotaging my own progress, held back by the very survival mechanisms I once relied on.

Awareness Changes Everything

But awareness changes everything. The more I observed these patterns, the more I understood that the limitations I felt weren’t real—they were stories I had internalized, walls I had built to feel safe. My subconscious had been running the show, keeping me in familiar cycles of self-protection. It was like navigating a massive hospital with no map, opening doors without knowing what I would find inside. Some doors led to painful realizations. Others led to freedom.

Learning about personality types, including my own introverted tendencies, helped me understand why I had always felt different—why social interactions drained me, why I second-guessed myself, why I struggled with being seen. But insight alone wasn’t enough. Awareness was only the first step. The real work came in rewriting the script, in challenging the fear, in actively stepping beyond my comfort zone.

This journey hasn’t been easy. Growth never is. But it’s necessary. The mask that once felt like protection was, in reality, a cage. Taking it off has been the hardest, yet most liberating thing I’ve ever done. It hasn’t just changed me—it’s changed the way I see and understand the people around me.

Now, instead of asking Who am I supposed to be?, I ask Who do I want to be? And for the first time, I’m allowing myself to find out.

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Written by: Kate G